Beyond the raw …

The air is humid tonight.
Cool enough to feel the love.
I stood in the rain
In the slightest light.
I let the rain come down
Through the cotton of my sweater
I let it roll down my cheeks
And I’m just swaying baby
To a tune that sings of you
I’m California dreaming
And you’re still dead inside
He won’t fault me for my heartache
He knows I think of you.
He doesn’t give a shit
Cuz he’s hungry for my love
He wants a little bit
And I can feel it coming
As I stand here in the night
Dancing by myself
I guess it feels alright
I’m swimming in nostalgia
Hindered by mistakes
I wait for you babe …
Til you come through babe.
I’ve got my pabst blue ribbon
I’ve got my Marlboros
But it don’t mean shit
I’m just laying in the swell
I swear you knew id say it
You know me all to well
Sweat on my skin
Dew comforted by rain
I smell of sandalwood and heartache
You can see it on my face
But tonight I’m going to forget
Let it carry off the ledge
Cause your love is so past me now
I don’t care how ugly
My insecurity sounds
I gave you the ocean
Humbled by a chord in c
I never saw you broken
Just how you felt to me
I’m just faded in a moment
Heavied with disdain
Aren’t we all a little fucked up
In a beautiful kind of way
Sunday shakes Saturday
June was just goodbye
And it may not make sense to anyone
But it’s written here on my heart…
I knew the fucking answer
Still tore me apart
And I love to love you
When you’re not black inside
You’re my double rainbow
In a world doomed to die
Pardon my untimeliness
It’s separate in my mind..
Fire to my flame
Water til I dry …
Cuz I’m just gunna dance here
In this rain tonight