crested broken home

do you feel it breaking underneath us?

do you see the shimmers off the horizon slowly fading to their death?

it all feels so different, im not blind.

i know this place because i have been here many times before

you forsake my love dear, i can feel it in the tide.

you pull me in when you feel me ebbing from your grasp.

what the fuck are we doing here… why did you ask me to come ..

i cant feel you there like i used to before..

you pull away from me & all of it goes dark.

my heart is growing tired now & im afraid of breaking..

i wont ask you to show me.. i wont think to beg …

i will slowly dissolve myself into a crystal sea..

i wonder where you have gone- how come you dont come back to me?

i dont know where we got it wrong cause now i cant seem to get any of it right.

lay here heavy weighted burden on my chest – my heart is slowly broken..

these waves i wait to crest.

tell me what to do love, i cant bare this loss.

you were everything so promising & you shimmered just like gold…

now we fill our void by silence cause you dont speak the words anymore.

i didnt come here for you to break me.

i didnt come here to be punished by you

if you cant fucking love me..

 

then let me fucking go.

 

Jason.

I’d be remiss if I said it was easy
I’d be a fool to say I didn’t fall
Away with you
My heart so big
my heart so small
Memories fade
Old pictures on a wall
Id be lying if I said I wasn’t scared
That in your mind you are losing sight
I wish I could swallow all your troubles
I wish I could ease your
Troubled mind tonight
Empty your sorrows
Into my hands
Break them down
Into grains of sand
So you can see them
As all they’ll be.
Just troubles
That will pass away
A chance to breathe again
To see you smile
To know you’re alright
And i am sorry
That I am so far from there
That I can’t hold you
And make it all alright
And were both alone
In our thoughts tonight
I see the weight you carry
Rested on your back
I understand when you disappear
When your world turns to black
I’d be lying if I said
I’m walking in shadow of doubt
That in the days of silence
When I don’t have you on the line
I lose myself in thoughts unkind
Detached..
Removed
Rewind to you.
Can’t we just go back
To the way we used to be.
And if I lose this love in you
I lose my friend.
I lose all of you.
I’ll be alright
Like before
Useless metaphors
Words that make no sense
Id be remiss if I said …
I’m standing lost in my own head
Just like you told me
Remember what you said.
So I’ll rest my weary mind tonight
And hope tomorrow
You’ll be alright..

We’ll be alright..